written on Wednesday, 17 December 2014 @ 07:17 β
HIDDEN
I smiled when looking at your face. Thoughts are running through my head uncontrollably. I wonder what had i done to deserve this happiness. Perfect memories flow through one by one and it's just too mesmerizing. My lips just won't listen, it kept on curving upwards more and more. I felt that flush in my cheeks because of how random i was. I sense that kind of blissfulness i never get to experience after what seems like eternity.
I cried after looking at your face. What comes after every smile is a frown given back. Thoughts are running through my mind irresistibly. I want to tell you how much had i been feeling. I hope you could realize what i had done. I long for you to tell me how happy you are because you know that i feel the same way too. I pray for insecurities to be gone. And wish that trust could be build more easily. However, what's left hidden inside are words i've been trying to say, and thoughts i'm trying to clear. They often contradicts each other so much till i don't even know how could i make a single thing believable.
written on Wednesday, 17 December 2014 @ 07:17 β
HIDDEN
I smiled when looking at your face. Thoughts are running through my head uncontrollably. I wonder what had i done to deserve this happiness. Perfect memories flow through one by one and it's just too mesmerizing. My lips just won't listen, it kept on curving upwards more and more. I felt that flush in my cheeks because of how random i was. I sense that kind of blissfulness i never get to experience after what seems like eternity.
I cried after looking at your face. What comes after every smile is a frown given back. Thoughts are running through my mind irresistibly. I want to tell you how much had i been feeling. I hope you could realize what i had done. I long for you to tell me how happy you are because you know that i feel the same way too. I pray for insecurities to be gone. And wish that trust could be build more easily. However, what's left hidden inside are words i've been trying to say, and thoughts i'm trying to clear. They often contradicts each other so much till i don't even know how could i make a single thing believable.
βTo put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.β
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who won't get angry no matter what. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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