On a different tune, i really would like to wake up now. This ongoing dream recently is really being very heartwarming and melodic. It brings me down to a corner so deep that i almost forget to wake up, even though i had reminded myself all the way long that i should not fall too deep into this. I think im really too blinded by this lie, and this had seriously misled me to something that is too ridiculous to be even thinking about it. I feel stupid, i feel imbecilic, i feel puerile and dazed hanging on to some nonsensical things and people that dont really take me as something. Everything just feel so laughable and meaningless now, and i would really be a greater fool if i still allow this ludicrous dream to continue playing. Any sensible or rational people would have seen how fake and preposterous this is, but i guess i had failed to be the smart one. So, i think i would just choose to get back to my usual life, how is it like in the past to be without you intruding in like this, and letting this prodigious feat and dream to be dispersed into smoke that seems like a fairy-tale dragon.
On a different tune, i really would like to wake up now. This ongoing dream recently is really being very heartwarming and melodic. It brings me down to a corner so deep that i almost forget to wake up, even though i had reminded myself all the way long that i should not fall too deep into this. I think im really too blinded by this lie, and this had seriously misled me to something that is too ridiculous to be even thinking about it. I feel stupid, i feel imbecilic, i feel puerile and dazed hanging on to some nonsensical things and people that dont really take me as something. Everything just feel so laughable and meaningless now, and i would really be a greater fool if i still allow this ludicrous dream to continue playing. Any sensible or rational people would have seen how fake and preposterous this is, but i guess i had failed to be the smart one. So, i think i would just choose to get back to my usual life, how is it like in the past to be without you intruding in like this, and letting this prodigious feat and dream to be dispersed into smoke that seems like a fairy-tale dragon.
βTo put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.β
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who won't get angry no matter what. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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