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written on Wednesday, 2 July 2014 @ 05:05 ✈

LOVE 


What is love when there is no beginning to the end?

This feeling don't come easy, and once it came, it just won't go away. Thinking of it day and night and each time when you breathe, this thing stuck in a certain part of you no matter how hard you try to shake it off. Sometimes it makes you feel so blissful about living in this together, but when days goes by it feels like this thing haunts you more than it gives you.

Your heart gets so occupated till you might not be able to fill it with other things. This bitterness you can't cure makes everything that comes to you feel difficult. They spilled honey in parts of your past, and chose to keep a distance from you when they want to end this. And it keeps you staying here not moving, believing in faith and not being able to let go of the good old things that had once happened. How hard is it to forget, how hard is it to accept.

Losing that courage you have from the start, it's not that easy to find that back again. Those thoughts of them getting flirty to others, you can only tell yourself it's a;right because that doesn't mean that they necessary gets interested in them. We get afraid of them walking away from you going into someone else's life, but when thinking deep and thinking back, they hasn't once tell you that they are interested in you too. Perhaps you are only one of those they are sweet-talking to. Perhaps they never once meant that they feels differently for you, whatever comes by goes by just like this.

That pain you feel each time you think back, parts of it was because you are touched, and parts of it were because you simply know that those times would never return. You could say you really missed them, you could have said you really like them; but only time will prove everything. You don't say you want to give up on things you want, you fight for it. You don't give in for things you like, you hold it till it becomes worthy. But when you find that feeling fading off as time goes by, it just meant that you wasn't really true about them. Because as quotes always goes: True feelings don't fade by time, it just gets stronger.

People live today not knowing what happens tomorrow. If you like them, tell them. If situation are just going to turn bad after you told them, so be it; that just meant that it takes time for them to accept it. Even if you are going to face harsh replies, so be it; at least you give it out everything you could, and there should be no regrets regardless of the happenings in the future, This courage is one of the hardest to find, you might feel uneasy, you might feel butterflies in your stomach. But saying it out doesn't mean you are asking for a relationship. You know you can;t hide this within yourself forever, you just have to let them know.


Reality are hard to face at most of the time. Doesn't mean that letting go is always a bad thing and that it shows yourself to be someone unfaithful. Although you hold and fight for things you think you deserve, you have to also find the courage to forget if those hurts you till that extent you could even forget about yourself. Never lose your own self to people whom won't appreciate, and never implement the worthiness of your life to other's happiness. Letting do doesn't come easy, hold it  for a moment and start thinking of how you could start all over again. Life is still amazing, you are still breathing.

You breathe for yourself, you heart keeps beating because you are living for yourself. Think it hard, think it though, think it wise. Time proves everything. Time polishes anything clearer. Many people walks into your life everyday, but one makes your world goes round and round till you lose your balance and fall off the earth. Time after time after you fall for different people, you learn how to get stable; it's either to give life a bigger base to be stronger, or increasing the mass f emotions, segmenting and controlling. Believe in yourself, you will make things gets better and better.

:) 

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