Holiday is more of a tiring than relaxation. During school days, i always hope for the days after O's to come asap. But well for now, i missed school life, alot and alot. Getting to sit in the classroom with 42 other peepz and teachers, laughing because of some silly jokes, interacting when class activities is ongoing, and even those moments when i almost fell asleep together with my table partner when listening to boring talks. Well, sometimes its real silly, but i miss the days doing meaningless stuffs in those meaningful days in Pei Hwa.
And as for now, i havent been having one day spent at home from the first day of holiday. I didn't know what i actually did out there, but it seems that it's not long ago since O's had ended. And this feeling is weird and empty, not having something to study for, having nothing to do everything but yet still so busy. And i guess holiday had took away loads of money from my pocket, and i'm kinda broke now (anticipating for my first apay :'/) Working life is tough, especially being a 5 star hotel waitress, but still i love the bitterness every here and there. Perhaps im a weirdo, but i just could't stop laughing when got scolded by that unreasonable Panpac manager Ken, not feeling embarassed when i accidentally sprinkled waste water on the Carlton manager, not being remorseful when getting scolded by the panpac auntie for not behaving like a girl and running away violently with the qipao, and not feeling especially bad when i broke a wine glass in front of the Ritz Carlton event manager. Somehow we're tasting every single possible bits of toughship that we might faced in the future time, so i think it's still good to learn now and get over it. At the age of 16, we couldn't do much better jobs though. Anyway, i still think the main aim currently is not about how much money we're gonna earn, cause this is really nothing much, but however learn to overcome all the scoldings and mistakes, adapt to it and feel nothing more than experiencing real working life. Somemore i have my friends with me, and i could say that im real lucky. I've got a real caring group IC the previous days, who keeps on guiding me along, assisting and even not allowing me to take up tough positions. Though i've got separated with my friends, i've met really hardworking teammates who are super friendly and i could get along with them duper easy. Not forgetting how i met and served so many caucasians too ;). But im not always having luck with me though :( Sunday was like 13 hours of hell. Two weddings in a roll. The first was so romantic and i teared. I would never forget how the groom look the bride in the eyes and made such touching promises. But well after that the whole ballroom needs to cleared and full resetting was to be done. They skipped our lunch ;/. And then by the time the second wedding arrives, im already almost drained out. The second wan was not that good, especially when i got 3 experienced teammates with me and i can't help it but feel so left out and bullied at the end. No matter what and how upset i was then, it's still a perfect experience. Anyway we can't really expect working life to be always happy and carefree. Sometimes you really have to take some shits. Maybe im different, but i just would want to experience all types of hardships through this few months of holidays.
Pictures sums everything up this november/december holiday much more easier:
Here's a picture of us 'wearing' the uniform and having our free supper when we missed the free bus home :P
Yumzz.
And below are some bits of umglam of everyone :P
The rest of the days
The first trip to USS:
Btw, im still in love with this show below. It never fails to cheer me up everytime when im down. Catch the full seasons of it now! Trust me you wont regret it! (;
Hope that the rest of the holiday months would be a productive one. I just love spending time like this. :)
Holiday is more of a tiring than relaxation. During school days, i always hope for the days after O's to come asap. But well for now, i missed school life, alot and alot. Getting to sit in the classroom with 42 other peepz and teachers, laughing because of some silly jokes, interacting when class activities is ongoing, and even those moments when i almost fell asleep together with my table partner when listening to boring talks. Well, sometimes its real silly, but i miss the days doing meaningless stuffs in those meaningful days in Pei Hwa.
And as for now, i havent been having one day spent at home from the first day of holiday. I didn't know what i actually did out there, but it seems that it's not long ago since O's had ended. And this feeling is weird and empty, not having something to study for, having nothing to do everything but yet still so busy. And i guess holiday had took away loads of money from my pocket, and i'm kinda broke now (anticipating for my first apay :'/) Working life is tough, especially being a 5 star hotel waitress, but still i love the bitterness every here and there. Perhaps im a weirdo, but i just could't stop laughing when got scolded by that unreasonable Panpac manager Ken, not feeling embarassed when i accidentally sprinkled waste water on the Carlton manager, not being remorseful when getting scolded by the panpac auntie for not behaving like a girl and running away violently with the qipao, and not feeling especially bad when i broke a wine glass in front of the Ritz Carlton event manager. Somehow we're tasting every single possible bits of toughship that we might faced in the future time, so i think it's still good to learn now and get over it. At the age of 16, we couldn't do much better jobs though. Anyway, i still think the main aim currently is not about how much money we're gonna earn, cause this is really nothing much, but however learn to overcome all the scoldings and mistakes, adapt to it and feel nothing more than experiencing real working life. Somemore i have my friends with me, and i could say that im real lucky. I've got a real caring group IC the previous days, who keeps on guiding me along, assisting and even not allowing me to take up tough positions. Though i've got separated with my friends, i've met really hardworking teammates who are super friendly and i could get along with them duper easy. Not forgetting how i met and served so many caucasians too ;). But im not always having luck with me though :( Sunday was like 13 hours of hell. Two weddings in a roll. The first was so romantic and i teared. I would never forget how the groom look the bride in the eyes and made such touching promises. But well after that the whole ballroom needs to cleared and full resetting was to be done. They skipped our lunch ;/. And then by the time the second wedding arrives, im already almost drained out. The second wan was not that good, especially when i got 3 experienced teammates with me and i can't help it but feel so left out and bullied at the end. No matter what and how upset i was then, it's still a perfect experience. Anyway we can't really expect working life to be always happy and carefree. Sometimes you really have to take some shits. Maybe im different, but i just would want to experience all types of hardships through this few months of holidays.
Pictures sums everything up this november/december holiday much more easier:
Here's a picture of us 'wearing' the uniform and having our free supper when we missed the free bus home :P
Yumzz.
And below are some bits of umglam of everyone :P
The rest of the days
The first trip to USS:
Btw, im still in love with this show below. It never fails to cheer me up everytime when im down. Catch the full seasons of it now! Trust me you wont regret it! (;
Hope that the rest of the holiday months would be a productive one. I just love spending time like this. :)
βTo put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.β
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who won't get angry no matter what. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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