written on Saturday, 14 September 2013 @ 06:51 β
FAMILY; FRIENDS
Have had a short catch-up with my beloved cousie this morning. Throughout these few years, i think she really grew up alot and alot. From a small little unmingled girl, to a young adult with pellucid mind, knowing what she wants and being clear on her stand. We oftenly talked about a wide range of topics, ranging from small little ants crawling on the ground to how we hope for our future to be. I would say she always love the topics on relationship, though i really didn't know how to comprehend my tangled thoughts. To share stories i've heard? Or to be like a young parent, nagging about how we shouln't start a r/s so early. Well i think i got a little bit of both. What i could do, in the stand of a sister and a senior, is to listen to what she really have to share, and at the same time to give my heartfelt opinions. I didn't want her to go on the wrong road full of rocks and gravels, but i didn't hope to see her getting hurt and tear over this issue over and over again like there's no ending at this age of 13. I really wanna protect her thoughts and keep her mind close, however i know she's growing up in the influential circle of friends, and the only thing i could do is to pump in some purity senses into her and pray for the best for what will happen in the end. I didnt hold any prophesy on hand, however i know i could make a difference, just by listening and giving out truthful words of care and concern to the one who needs to be loved. And oh well for her, she's attached, at such a age much more younger than me. The romantics would call this a love story, but the cynics however call it a tragedy. In my mind it's a little bit of both, no matter how you choose to view it in the end.
Finally a one-to-one dinner with my brother. He has been so addicted to gaming, and there isn't really a opportunity like this to really have a date out with him, though it's just a simple dinner. Recently my days are basically spent like an old party balloon; listless, spongy and growing softer overtime. It was quite boring these few days, and somehow im hoping to see school coming my way. But well at least today was spent quite well-worthy, getting to do some rare revisions on science and math, and also talk out a little to this irritant here.
a simple ootd for today cause i seriously don't care alot about what to wear
photo credit to my phone.
Well i guess kinship is really something that is ineradicable. Sometimes i do admit that i rant and complain alot about this asshole brother im having, but frankly speaking i could not afford losing him though. The ironic thing is, we fight alot, fight as in literally fight and argue, but somehow i'm being such a sister that continues to allow for his indulgence, though i know i'm spoiling him like this.
On a side note, this whole week was spent revolving around the same old friends that never fails to bright up my day. Recently, some friends left. But Jacob Hoggard once said that someone leaves to allow someone enter. I believe that`s pretty true someway. Hang out quite alot w yitian anson n guangguo, n also talk almost everyday with kenny bryanna, rene n wenpeng. I really feel that im somehow a lucky lifeline having them in my life, they are literally important to me as how my family are.
p/s: The sun has gone down tonite, bringing all the dominating memories that happened this morning along. Today is indefatigable to me; but to them, does it meant something too?
written on Saturday, 14 September 2013 @ 06:51 β
FAMILY; FRIENDS
Have had a short catch-up with my beloved cousie this morning. Throughout these few years, i think she really grew up alot and alot. From a small little unmingled girl, to a young adult with pellucid mind, knowing what she wants and being clear on her stand. We oftenly talked about a wide range of topics, ranging from small little ants crawling on the ground to how we hope for our future to be. I would say she always love the topics on relationship, though i really didn't know how to comprehend my tangled thoughts. To share stories i've heard? Or to be like a young parent, nagging about how we shouln't start a r/s so early. Well i think i got a little bit of both. What i could do, in the stand of a sister and a senior, is to listen to what she really have to share, and at the same time to give my heartfelt opinions. I didn't want her to go on the wrong road full of rocks and gravels, but i didn't hope to see her getting hurt and tear over this issue over and over again like there's no ending at this age of 13. I really wanna protect her thoughts and keep her mind close, however i know she's growing up in the influential circle of friends, and the only thing i could do is to pump in some purity senses into her and pray for the best for what will happen in the end. I didnt hold any prophesy on hand, however i know i could make a difference, just by listening and giving out truthful words of care and concern to the one who needs to be loved. And oh well for her, she's attached, at such a age much more younger than me. The romantics would call this a love story, but the cynics however call it a tragedy. In my mind it's a little bit of both, no matter how you choose to view it in the end.
Finally a one-to-one dinner with my brother. He has been so addicted to gaming, and there isn't really a opportunity like this to really have a date out with him, though it's just a simple dinner. Recently my days are basically spent like an old party balloon; listless, spongy and growing softer overtime. It was quite boring these few days, and somehow im hoping to see school coming my way. But well at least today was spent quite well-worthy, getting to do some rare revisions on science and math, and also talk out a little to this irritant here.
a simple ootd for today cause i seriously don't care alot about what to wear
photo credit to my phone.
Well i guess kinship is really something that is ineradicable. Sometimes i do admit that i rant and complain alot about this asshole brother im having, but frankly speaking i could not afford losing him though. The ironic thing is, we fight alot, fight as in literally fight and argue, but somehow i'm being such a sister that continues to allow for his indulgence, though i know i'm spoiling him like this.
On a side note, this whole week was spent revolving around the same old friends that never fails to bright up my day. Recently, some friends left. But Jacob Hoggard once said that someone leaves to allow someone enter. I believe that`s pretty true someway. Hang out quite alot w yitian anson n guangguo, n also talk almost everyday with kenny bryanna, rene n wenpeng. I really feel that im somehow a lucky lifeline having them in my life, they are literally important to me as how my family are.
p/s: The sun has gone down tonite, bringing all the dominating memories that happened this morning along. Today is indefatigable to me; but to them, does it meant something too?
βTo put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.β
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who won't get angry no matter what. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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